It’s been a MINUTE. Incredibly enough, things have gotten exponentially better.

Took my sweet time re-reading some of my past posts, every week or so at random, and I gotta say, the darkness was real. The mental and emotional haze caused by instability and loss of control doesn’t allow you to see any further down the positive route.

Looking back at how I felt and reacted while navigating through many life altering events and changes, most of them for the first time, I’m genuinely impressed at how everything was kept together, and never crumbled under the pressure or bleakness. 

Granted, I cannot compare my situations and experiences to most of the hardships that more vulnerable people have to endure every single day of their lives just to be able to survive. This has never been a competition at the struggle Olympics, I have always been well aware of my privileges, opportunities, and of course, strokes of luck. 

This is yet another human being trying to make sense of what is happening around him, how it affects him, and why these things happen: Enter human selfishness-greediness, the concept of evil, or plain ol’ bad luck and chaos. But that’s a philosophical topic for another day.

Simply put, stability and predictiveness activates a voice inside my mind that tells me: “Write down your clear thoughts, dust off all those notes with researched story material, focus on your next project, make a writing calendar, just like before, you have done it before… START”.

Hopefully, I won’t be around these parts so much. 
Hopefully, that means I’ll be starting my next project (soon).

I’ll make an effort to pop here every once in a while because I’m still attached to this space I created for a whole year.

Hopefully, I can keep it together during the upcoming stages of my life.