Tonight is not the right night for this. I’m too tired, and sleepy.

If I close my eyes right now, I’ll fall asleep on this very couch with my laptop on top of me.

The problem is that, even though I’m falling asleep while finishing this post, and later I send my work emails, as soon as I close the laptop and brush my teeth, I’m not gonna be sleepy anymore.

Then I’ll be laying completely awake in bed, full of energy, doom scrolling online till my body decides to shut down. 

It’s always the same story, and I’m getting tired of it.