Tag: unmotivated
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Not today [untitled]
I simply cannot find the strength to do this today, nor the motivation to write something thoughtful. About 6 weeks more of this, and it’s done. Definitely gonna change the way I view my life, and organize my evenings. Most of the nights, it’s a nice writing exercise with the online world, a declaration of […]
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The train of thought left me at the station
I was about to start writing today’s post, and was interrupted suddenly. Had to pause this and turn my attention towards something else. Tried to come back here, and nothing came out. My mind was a blank. It was like missing the exit at the interstate and not being able to get back on the […]
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Untitled [winter in autumn] Tuesday
Maybe reaching creative rock bottom is part of the next phase, sort of destroy to create, and from nothing something started and became all. The truth is, it’s a full blank canvass, and there’s not a single thing in it, just emptiness. I’m guessing it’s yet another stage I have to suffer through before being […]
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Tonight will be the night, I’m sure of it
Started writing something, got interrupted, and then my motivation went straight to shit. Done. Can’t do anything about it now, and I refuse to sit in front of the computer for an hour trying to produce a post worth sharing. Nope, won’t even try. I still have stuff to do before going to sleep. Opposite […]
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– Untitled: hot day –
Absolutely zero motivation to do this today. Between temperatures of 90F since 11am till basically 8pm, and all the shit that I would have to do on a normal weekday, The evening came, and I didn’t want to do nothing at all, just eat and glue my head in front of a screen. Texting, answering […]