I sat down in front of my computer about an hour ago, and I’ve been staring at this blank blog post page for the better part of half and hour. Out of fucking ideas. All I really want to do is eat a large pizza and watch series until 2am… I don’t have to wake up early tomorrow, nor the rest of the week.

Kinda cool ’cause I’me getting lots of rest, but bad for my financials because I’m basically gonna miss out on a month’s worth of cash flow with one of my clients having surgery (plus complications) and the other one with Covid.

That’s a couple of weeks without my 2 biggest daily clients on the month that I’ve have spent the largest amount of money on my life. Stock market crashes, crypto market crashes, four out of state trips, Mother’s day… My credit cards and checking accounts have been taking a beating since December. It’s been relentless.

“But you could still get the pizza, that’s like $15 bucks”. Yea, of course. That would certainly make me happy for a full 15 minutes while I’m stuffing my face. But then, after a few days, the reckoning comes: A bigger belly, rounder face, and tighter pants. “All that after just one time?” No, but after some partying, some drinking, some consecutive cheat days, same happy pizza days… The difference will show.

I gain weight and lose weight very fast, like a week in. But my appearance takes at least 2 weeks to change, with a lot of effort, and I don’t want that. I just want to chill.

Ok , whatever. Won’t keep boring you with this personal post about nothing. Happy Tuesday!