Tag: control
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Wasting my dream-time on power washing and doing the dishes
Been dreaming way more real dreams; ones where I actually have control over my actions and what’s gonna happen immediately. Cause and effect thought out during the dream state. It’s not like I’m jumping off a cliff, spreading my wings, turning into a majestic flying creature and racing against a fighter plane over the mountains; […]
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Untitled – #8128957
Sometimes it really kicks my ass, sometimes I have total control over it. I would like to fully understand how it works, so I can maybe plan around it, challenge it, instead of being surprised on any given day at any given time. It sucks, but that’s life, and you have to keep at it […]
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Analyzing system… Defragmentation and repair needed
I need a couple of mental health days, or at least a full week off. No responsibilities, no thinking, no planning, no dealing with consequences. Just taking things slow, and concentrating on living. I’m spent. And no, it’s not even taking vacations (although they can certainly help). It’s more like wanting to be inside a […]