Tag: sadness
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Round and round, we go; up and down; we go
Almost reached my limit this week. Had a few things already brewing after an intense weekend, and a couple of surprise freeze warnings threw me completely off my game. AND IT’S NOT EVEN WINTER YET! Fuck… Looking back just a few days ago, what a difference between the today, yesterday and tomorrow. Sometimes all you…
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Saturday [waste untitled]
Emotional energy drained. Literally, lying in bed not doing anything at all. Don’t even have my cellphone with me. Was looking for my comfy socks, and found my work MacBook under the bed. Decided to share a few words, but immediately wanted to quit. So, I’m gonna do that. Obey my impulses, not force myself.…
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One of those days when existence is seriously overrated
Aversion to affection, interaction, socializing, touch, happiness… Is it self-loathing over spilling the metaphorical cup of personal feelings, or is it a self-defense mechanism in joint efforts of the body and mind? The perpetual complication takes multiple forms and timeframes, but the solution remains the same: Extrication. Remove oneself from the equation. Seek the path…