Author: @robibust
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Lost everything, still standing, life goes on

I’m a couple of single malts in, heavy pours. Gonna keep it brief. I’m here, alive, and can look towards the future with a bright outlook. Long story, short: My financials took THE biggest hit possible of my life. It’s all gone. Years of work down the drain. My economic ruin came in the form…
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No more procrastination, I declare!

I found a solid activity that allows me to enjoy most of my idle time between work, clients, exercise, study and personal life time. THE only drawback is that it absorbed my series, videogame and social media time. Maybe this last 3-6 weeks, or at least until I finish all of my client’s bookings til…
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Facing the new week headstrong

It’s finally here, Monday, the start of the week. And I can already assure you it’s gonna be a complete clusterfuck. I’m preparing for the worst, and then some. When important things are outta my control, I’ll always expect an absolute disaster. If you add social media and public outrage to the mix, it’s bound…
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Officially bracing for an imminent shit storm

You know when there’s a pressure cooker, and it’s just about to explode? Well, I’m smack dab in the middle of the kitchen, a few feet away from the stove, and the pressure cooker is full of shit. When it explodes, EVERYONE is gonna get smeared, whether it was their fault or not. Just the…
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Moving out of the US (not as easy as you may think)

**Note: I wrote this on July 7, 2022, and forgot to post it because I was dead tired. Literally said: “I’ll proofread after taking a shower, and then immediately went to bed an hour early. My apologies. Double post today. This one is from “yesterday:** The list of close friends making plans to leave the…
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Raw-dogging reality, each and every day

Felt a bit of optimism today, a bit of “everything will be alright”. Immediately slapped myself back to normal. I want full happiness for the right, known reasons, not a sudden feeling that takes over without any explanation. Lots of people would prefer to ride it, and make it last. I’m not one of those.…
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Officially starting again, but soon, like in a couple of weeks, maybe, IDK

I’m feeling it, it’s getting closer, it’s just a matter of time until… I finally get my shit together and sit down to start writing a new novel. Ideas? I have tons of them without even checking my past notes. Mindset? Well, there you got me. I have to start forcing myself to create more…


