Tag: diary
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After everything, there’s even more; the fight continues
Once you have been ambushed by the beast, and lived to tell the tale, it’s similar to being reborn. Fear is no longer a part of you. The world suddenly seems smaller. You found a new power within, and it’s up to you to nurture it. The time will arrive again when another beast under…
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Lost everything, still standing, life goes on
I’m a couple of single malts in, heavy pours. Gonna keep it brief. I’m here, alive, and can look towards the future with a bright outlook. Long story, short: My financials took THE biggest hit possible of my life. It’s all gone. Years of work down the drain. My economic ruin came in the form…
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Terrifying animals that I’m glad they don’t exist
Superfast sloth Dog-size cockroach Pocket sharks Talking squids Molesting frogs All dogs breeds having the same Chihuahua attitude Slimy birds Flying snails Front-walking jumping crabs Invisible mosquitos Boomeranging cat Radioactive spreading mermaids Human-size scorpions Land octopus Shaggy mud penguins Underground bison Camouflaging ostriches Foldable hippos Acrobatic elephants Tremors Crocodile from Lake Placid
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No more procrastination, I declare!
I found a solid activity that allows me to enjoy most of my idle time between work, clients, exercise, study and personal life time. THE only drawback is that it absorbed my series, videogame and social media time. Maybe this last 3-6 weeks, or at least until I finish all of my client’s bookings til…
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Facing the new week headstrong
It’s finally here, Monday, the start of the week. And I can already assure you it’s gonna be a complete clusterfuck. I’m preparing for the worst, and then some. When important things are outta my control, I’ll always expect an absolute disaster. If you add social media and public outrage to the mix, it’s bound…
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Officially bracing for an imminent shit storm
You know when there’s a pressure cooker, and it’s just about to explode? Well, I’m smack dab in the middle of the kitchen, a few feet away from the stove, and the pressure cooker is full of shit. When it explodes, EVERYONE is gonna get smeared, whether it was their fault or not. Just the…
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Shitty people exist, and they live among us
I follow and interact in around +50 active groups and forums every day, ranging from film, scriptwriting, anime, videogames, to geopolitics, neighborhood watches and community boards. Not even counting the memes and shitposting ones, then it easily reaches 100. Safe to say, reading and commenting online constitutes about 90% of my social interactions. I always…
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Moving out of the US (not as easy as you may think)
**Note: I wrote this on July 7, 2022, and forgot to post it because I was dead tired. Literally said: “I’ll proofread after taking a shower, and then immediately went to bed an hour early. My apologies. Double post today. This one is from “yesterday:** The list of close friends making plans to leave the…
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“You have to make time”
There are so many books on my reading list, most of them literature classics and geopolitical theory and history. I HAVE to MAKE time. Just thinking about this exhausts me. I would love for there to be an exception to the rules of physics of time. If you’re spending your time reading, time goes 40%…
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Raw-dogging reality, each and every day
Felt a bit of optimism today, a bit of “everything will be alright”. Immediately slapped myself back to normal. I want full happiness for the right, known reasons, not a sudden feeling that takes over without any explanation. Lots of people would prefer to ride it, and make it last. I’m not one of those.…
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