Tag: blog
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Near to medium future incoming, and fast

The plan is to make a play in the market that will net me $100k en 2-3 years (maybe earlier). I’ll cash out, then take like a 15%-25% mugging from the government, and that will leave me with roughly $75k in my pocket. Clean. What will I do with that money? Slightest fucking idea, maybe…
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Why is that I’m earning more money now, but my expenses keep getting higher, and credit card payments bigger? How does this work? Before, I earned less, and had less to pay. Now I work more, get paid more, have less free time, but more debt. – Checks credit card statement- 3 premium streaming subscriptions,…
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Brb, watching Duran Duran Live

Title says it all. Fulfilling one of my childhood dreams. But I gotta say, and I will die on this hill. Duran Duran is SERIOUSLY, MASSIVELY underrated as an influential electronica band, and were way ahead of its time. There you have it, and I’m not taking it back.
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Fully booked for September

Today, I finally started to abandon the depressive rut I was in, and got productive. Decided to organize my calendar for the next month and plan ahead my financials. Guess what? I got clients booked for 20 days, plus a 6-day trip to see my mom out of state. That’s 26 out of 30, or…
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About online morons, society and democracy

I spend most of my time reading on the internet, seeing news, trying to learn new things, having a laugh, or just spending my time procrastinating. There are times when I go into spaces where I know there will be controversial discussions, and I’ll read both sides, of course. But, beyond who is right or…
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Medium-long path towards recovery

I can’t believe it’s gotten to this, but it looks like I really broke down, and it’s taking several days to rebuild back up again. There were too many heavy days, one after the other. The result was predictable. That’s how someone’s spirit gets broken. I would think I had a tougher exterior, but I…
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One of those days when existence is seriously overrated

Aversion to affection, interaction, socializing, touch, happiness… Is it self-loathing over spilling the metaphorical cup of personal feelings, or is it a self-defense mechanism in joint efforts of the body and mind? The perpetual complication takes multiple forms and timeframes, but the solution remains the same: Extrication. Remove oneself from the equation. Seek the path…


