Tag: diary
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Know thyself, know others, make changes (or not); search for happiness
I will no longer accept the blame for how other people feel if my intentions were clear, open and noble, if I didn’t do anything, or if I wasn’t even involved, and we’re just discussing a situation. One cannot live accommodating their life to other people’s sensitivities, weakness and/or shortcomings. One can do it sometimes,…
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A slice of optimism, with extra whipped cream on top
Things usually end up getting better, even if they take a little longer. The problem is wanting everything to be resolved quickly and on your terms. This is straight up immaturity or ignorance, according to your preferred weakness. Having control goes up to a certain point, the rest is chaos. Or better yet, most of…
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Low, but pure concentrated dose of cynicism
There’s too many decent, but stupid people in this world. Of course, it’s always better for a good person to make a mistake, and cause you damage; instead of a malicious person doing the same mistake, and causing the same result. Only the intention changes, but the consequence is the same. It makes you feel…
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State of momentary levity
Change is coming, I feel it deep inside, the airs and graces around me are different. There’s greater clarity in my decision-making, and a sense of lightness in the consequences of my actions (for better or for worse). I definitely still can’t interpret it to a full conclusion, but I do know that I feel…
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End-of-the-year, self-taught baking; let’s go
I started on my winter resolution before the year was ended: Learn how to bake simple breads and cakes from scratch. As silly as this sounds, I want to be able to make at least three or four desserts WITHOUT using a recipe, just with what the little baking knowledge I have and my culinary…
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Yes, another post of me complaining about the weather
We went from 60F-70F, perfect autumn weather, to high 20Fs and low 30Fs WITH WIND in basically 2 days. There’s no need. Why… Look, I get it. This happens, but it will eventually stop in December, so try to appreciate these complaints ‘cause they’ll soon end. I’m sorry, maybe one (or two more) are left.…
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New Year’s Resolutions, start today
I decided that I won’t wait until January 1, 2023, to start my resolutions. I will start today. Here are a few of them. 1- Lower my debts as much as possible2- Invest as much as you can3- Exploit money in trips, concerts and events4- Try not to contradict myself so much5- Get me a…
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Countdown to the end
I have about 30 more days left of this blog to fulfill my promise of a whole year publishing a post daily. I will miss it, especially the nights when I really had to express myself to feel better; and the moments that I had the time and clarity to better organize my ideas for…
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Not today [untitled]
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I simply cannot find the strength to do this today, nor the motivation to write something thoughtful. About 6 weeks more of this, and it’s done. Definitely gonna change the way I view my life, and organize my evenings. Most of the nights, it’s a nice writing exercise with the online world, a declaration of…
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One of those nights [part 51]
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Not tonight, I can’t. Not focused at all. Mind is racing, thoughts are scattered. Got caught up doing other stuff on the computer, started late, and now it’s close to midnight. A lot has been happening these last few days. I definitely owe you a good story; maybe tomorrow. Tonight has been strange, and I’m…
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