Tag: diary
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Failure to launch, think, write…
I’ve been here 17 minutes (and counting) looking at this screen, trying to think of something worthwhile to write about, while listening to a progressive house concert on YouTube. Zero ideas, zero positive thoughts. Just more rants and complaining. I still have almost 4 more months of this, and I gotta be honest, sometimes it’s…
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Medium-long path towards recovery
I can’t believe it’s gotten to this, but it looks like I really broke down, and it’s taking several days to rebuild back up again. There were too many heavy days, one after the other. The result was predictable. That’s how someone’s spirit gets broken. I would think I had a tougher exterior, but I…
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One of those days when existence is seriously overrated
Aversion to affection, interaction, socializing, touch, happiness… Is it self-loathing over spilling the metaphorical cup of personal feelings, or is it a self-defense mechanism in joint efforts of the body and mind? The perpetual complication takes multiple forms and timeframes, but the solution remains the same: Extrication. Remove oneself from the equation. Seek the path…
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Tired of it all
Exhaustion and mental fatigue are real, and there’s no use fighting them. The only solution is rest, recharge, calmness, avoidance, low energy mode, no bad vibes. You can go out for a hike if that’s your thing. Hit the basketball-tennis courts, gym and get a good workout. Me, I prefer the classic one: Staying inside,…
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In desperate need of a mental health day
Resting is imminent. Tonight I’ll sleep 9 hours, then wake up and eat a huge ass banana pancake. Yes, that’s the plan. But of course, plans change, and usually for the worst. Tomorrow will be another long day. I’m ready for it. Don’t want to do any of the things I have to do (just…
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Can you spare some soothing
Not another depressive blog post about suffering… About the mundane things in life getting to you. How about a lot of bothersome things consecutively, all at once, one after the other? Will that justify it? A baby in front of you crying during a 4-hour flight,The AC not working at full capacity during 90F degree…
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Social bar depleted
It’s done, no more engaging people for a while: My social energies have been drained. It amazes me how some human beings are in constant interaction with others every single day. Hell, they even like it or can’t live without it. I don’t know how it works, but I guess everyone is different in some…
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But everything will be alright ’cause I had pizza
Here’s a quick summary of my past 24 hours. Lost my wallet Went back, and found my wallet Everyone texting me, and changing my plans Carrying luggage over three floors of steep staircases No hot water Woke up 3 and a half hours after going to sleep because of multiple roosters crowing (yes, in the…
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Still on ‘vacation’, but here’s your update
I almost, ALMOST, did another [under construction] post that I’ll get back to it eventually once I get home, BUT I DIDN’T. Already had three, and wasn’t in the mood to keep adding to the list. I’m tired as hell, and in desperate need of a REAL vacation. Not like the one I’m having right…
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Hate brunch [post under construction]
![Hate brunch [post under construction]](https://bustibusti.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/08/img_4771.jpg?w=1024)
This right here is a trust exercise because I’m telling you that I will finish these last couple of posts soon. I’m still on vacation, limited wifi and connectivity. Barely enough time to sit in front of my laptop and right. Maybe within the next few days I’ll catch up. That’s a promise.
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