Tag: writer
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Brb, watching Duran Duran Live
Title says it all. Fulfilling one of my childhood dreams. But I gotta say, and I will die on this hill. Duran Duran is SERIOUSLY, MASSIVELY underrated as an influential electronica band, and were way ahead of its time. There you have it, and I’m not taking it back.
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Fully booked for September
Today, I finally started to abandon the depressive rut I was in, and got productive. Decided to organize my calendar for the next month and plan ahead my financials. Guess what? I got clients booked for 20 days, plus a 6-day trip to see my mom out of state. That’s 26 out of 30, or…
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About online morons, society and democracy
I spend most of my time reading on the internet, seeing news, trying to learn new things, having a laugh, or just spending my time procrastinating. There are times when I go into spaces where I know there will be controversial discussions, and I’ll read both sides, of course. But, beyond who is right or…
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Failure to launch, think, write…
I’ve been here 17 minutes (and counting) looking at this screen, trying to think of something worthwhile to write about, while listening to a progressive house concert on YouTube. Zero ideas, zero positive thoughts. Just more rants and complaining. I still have almost 4 more months of this, and I gotta be honest, sometimes it’s…
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Medium-long path towards recovery
I can’t believe it’s gotten to this, but it looks like I really broke down, and it’s taking several days to rebuild back up again. There were too many heavy days, one after the other. The result was predictable. That’s how someone’s spirit gets broken. I would think I had a tougher exterior, but I…
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One of those days when existence is seriously overrated
Aversion to affection, interaction, socializing, touch, happiness… Is it self-loathing over spilling the metaphorical cup of personal feelings, or is it a self-defense mechanism in joint efforts of the body and mind? The perpetual complication takes multiple forms and timeframes, but the solution remains the same: Extrication. Remove oneself from the equation. Seek the path…
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Tired of it all
Exhaustion and mental fatigue are real, and there’s no use fighting them. The only solution is rest, recharge, calmness, avoidance, low energy mode, no bad vibes. You can go out for a hike if that’s your thing. Hit the basketball-tennis courts, gym and get a good workout. Me, I prefer the classic one: Staying inside,…
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In desperate need of a mental health day
Resting is imminent. Tonight I’ll sleep 9 hours, then wake up and eat a huge ass banana pancake. Yes, that’s the plan. But of course, plans change, and usually for the worst. Tomorrow will be another long day. I’m ready for it. Don’t want to do any of the things I have to do (just…
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Can you spare some soothing
Not another depressive blog post about suffering… About the mundane things in life getting to you. How about a lot of bothersome things consecutively, all at once, one after the other? Will that justify it? A baby in front of you crying during a 4-hour flight,The AC not working at full capacity during 90F degree…
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Social bar depleted
It’s done, no more engaging people for a while: My social energies have been drained. It amazes me how some human beings are in constant interaction with others every single day. Hell, they even like it or can’t live without it. I don’t know how it works, but I guess everyone is different in some…
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